7 oktober 2004 - Mörker

Happiness
It seems the things I've wanted in
My life I've never had
So it's no surprise that living
Only leaves me sad

Happiness where are you?
I've searched so long for you
Happiness what are you?
I haven't got a clue
Happiness why do you have to stay
So far away
From me?

When I'm in despair and life has
Turned into a mess
I know that I don't dare to end my
Search for happiness

Happiness where are you?
I've searched so long for you
Happiness what are you?
I haven't got a clue
Happiness why do you have to stay
So far away
From me?

Happiness sometimes I think I see you from afar
When I run to catch you though
That's just not where you are

Happiness you know I'll get a
Hold of you some way
Till I do you know I'll keep on
Searching every day

Happiness where are you?
I've searched so long for you
Happiness what are you?
I haven't got a clue
Happiness why do you have to stay
So far away
From me?

Gonna find it
Gonna find it
Gonna find my happiness


When I'm in despair and life has
Turned into a mess
I know that I don't dare to end my
Search for happiness

Happiness where are you?
I'm gonna get to you
Happiness what are you?
I haven't got a clue
Happiness you know you just can't stay
So far away
From me

Happiness where are you?
I'm gonna get to you
Happiness what are you?
I'll know before I'm through
Happiness you know you just can't stay
So far away
From me

Happiness where are you?
I'm gonna get to you
Happiness what are you?
I'll know before I'm through

Eytan Mirsky

Läget i dag:

Bäst: att jag kommit igenom dagen, kvällen är här, gillar mörkret

Sämst: inte orkat ta mig ur sängen på hela dagen

Lyssnar på: Happiness - Michael Stipe & Rain Phoenix

Har inte så mycket att skriva om idag, det känns mest som jag inte orkar med varken mig själv eller annat. Har tillbringat mestadels av dagen i sängen.

Kom aldrig ut igår för att handla, och ser inte ut att bli så idag heller, får satsa på att jag kan göra det i morgon.